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If I'd Known You

from Happy Now? by Derek Brink

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This one's fun. It's another one in the "break up" category. It's another bitter one. But it's fun.

I particularly like that I wrote the line, "You're so vain, you don't know that this song is about you (THAT'S HOW THE LYRIC SHOULD GO.)" Because I've always hated "You're So Vain" for linguistic reasons alone. So I got to address it here. For no good reason. Yay!

I'm going to get out ahead of it and admit that the chorus of this song and the chorus of "Midlife Suicide" later down the list are close to identical. I think they're even at the same BPM. Oops. Didn't hear it until I was into mixing and mastering. We all make mistakes. Hopefully that one's forgivable. If it isn't, pick whichever one you like best and listen to that.

lyrics

Excuse me for repeating myself
but you put me through Hell
and I hate you.
Be that as it is, if you want to be friends
I probably don't have the sense
not to date you.

You're so vain
you don't know that this song is about you.
(THAT'S HOW THE LYRIC SHOULD GO.)
I must be insane
to think I might be getting through.

If I'd known you would become you,
I would've dreamed of anyone else.
If I'd known you would become you
I would've taken care of myself.
But here I am torn apart
with your words wrapped around my heart.
And talking to you is as hard
as to never speak at all.

Pardon me for believing myself,
but you know damn well
you misled me.
Be that as it may, I'd still get down and pray
for forgiveness if it would
make you want me.

It's all about you
no matter what else I'm going through.
You never lose.
But when the chips are down, you've got no excuse.

If I'd known you would become you,
I would've dreamed of anyone else.
If I'd known you would become you
I would've taken care of myself.
But here I am torn apart
with your words wrapped around my heart.
'Cause talking to you is as hard
as to never speak at all.

If I'd known you would become you,
I would've dreamed of anyone else.
If I'd known you would become you
I would've taken care of myself.
If I'd known you would become you
I would've kept my heart on the shelf.
If I'd known you would become you
I wouldn't need to know anything else.

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from Happy Now?, released May 29, 2021

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