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A ridiculously fucking happy song about giving up. If you’re going to be defeated, you may as well get your clappin’-hands going.

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Fuck it, I'm not going to try.
I've been trying so hard I think I might die.
But nothing's working out.
I've got nothing left but doubt.
And I don't think that I can keep doing this to myself.

I feel like I'm going to cry.
And I just can't seem to do anything right.
It's all going wrong
like it's done all along.
And I keep on wishing I could be anywhere else.

Life's a pile-up of good and bad
until you start weighing all of the bad that you have.
It piles up uneven, the good stuff just weighs more.
I miss the passion that was in my eyes,
when the cares of the world were not all mine.
That's the problem with looking back,
nothing will ever be what it was before.

So fuck it, I'm not going to try.
I've been trying so hard I think I might die.
But nothing's working out.
I've got nothing left but doubt.
And I don't think that I can keep doing this to myself.
So fuck it, I'm not going to try.

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from Something to Look Forward to​.​.​., released October 16, 2014

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